Wow...I'm in deep shit.
I'm in 11th grade now and going to a new school. There's this girl that I really like, that I met there, and seemingly, she likes me too.
Problem is, Marcel, a good friend of mine and guitar instrumentalist in my band, fell in love with her some time ago. He told her but she rejected him. A few days later, she met me and updated her myspace page to tell the whole world that she's fallen in love. Marcel knows that she's fallen in love with me, but he doesn't know, that I like her as well.
I told Marcel that I have my prninciples and wouldn't go jump at something, that would ruin our friendship and / or the band. I also know how that feels and wouldn't want to put him through that. I talked to Saskia yesterday and told her, that I wouldn't want to hurt any of my friends by doing anything stupid. We hugged and just sat there for a while until finally, we ended up kissing. She said she'd wait and now, I feel abso-fucking-lutely lost.
(Oh, by the way. I was sooo drunk yesterday. Ahhh...Good times.)